your light will shine when all else fades
Thursday, July 08, 2004 @ 9:28 PM
went to chinablAck with germaine and her friends yesterday..had so much fun!but dunno why lo..no matter how much i drink,jus won't get drunk nor tt "high" as i expected it to be~ howeVer, frm wat i recalled...i noe i'm not myself yesterday lo..so ke siao..so daring...i jus dun wanna say it out...think it's all a dReam and illusions to me man...oh my!!anyway,i will still want to go clubbing despite of my stupid actions!!haha~
haiz~...out of the sudden think of him again...cos yesterday i was chatting with shini regarding our EXs...both of us faced the same fATe...y must it happened to us?!so sAd..if we neva break up..tml[09/07] will be our 3mth anniversary liao...too bAd~theRe's no more anniversaries for us...not aT aLL~theRe weRE tears in my eyeS while thinking of him,our memories when i was on my way to school today in the evening.....
stupid lo...after reaching school for the sake of taking the "NDP pass" as i've volunteered to be a usher for the event...who noes,go liao they tell me haven make out cos not enough cards...kao~worSe still is dun hav my name inside lo..haiz~ hope they'll really check it out properly and make one card for me lo..ah bo i very cham le..cannot go in,later tell me i no need to join liao!! Sob sOb~
y am i so suai nowadays?!